Thursday, 1 January 2015
Happy New Year!
It's been an odd one, has 2014. There was a lot of stress and disruption in my life, most of it dropped upon me out of the blue rather than wished-for or chosen by me. There were troubles for many others, too, and for the world at large. If I were just a tad more New Age and dippy I would say 2014 had pretty difficult vibrations. I've often found myself wanting to be able to be a better friend to someone than I actually had the energy for, which is a sad feeling.
There have been jolts and shocks, and losses, some of them bitter.
But there have been good things too. Big ones, like new friends, a new place to live, my mother's bad leg gradually improving (she's not there yet but every bit helps, as someone-or-other's adverts are fond of saying), at last making a little headway on the problems at work... and little things; the singing wrens, the perfect roses, the fascinating lecture, the afternoon spent making damson jam... I've written quite a lot, though I could certainly have written more if I were better organised. I've been to a lovely wedding, and some terrific exhibitions at the Dulwich Picture Gallery and the V&A, and I've just about managed to keep up with my friends. I've been to the coast a few times, and I've seen some very good ballet and contemporary dance and some very good films. I've had a couple of very pleasant restful holidays, too (though I could have done with both of them being twice as long!).
But I reach the turning of the year hoping very much that at least some of the drawn-out struggles and miseries of 2014 will be resolved in the coming months. Here's to a year which really does bring renewed hope and life, and opportunities, and friendship, and love. Here's to good health, physical, mental and emotional, for all my family and friends; nay, for everyone out there. Here's to writing and drawing and singing and good books to read, and laughter, and spending time with the people you love.
Here's to a happy new year.